After weed
Ive smoked weed maybe four times in my life and the last time i smoked it now, 1 month ago, i had an out of body experience, i woe up the morning after and slowly realised that i was almost living in dream, as if everything i feel is fine and as if the real me occupies the back of my head, so then i went back to school and im smart, but i just cant seem to learn things, i understand them but i dont learn it. But what interests me the most is that i feel the same and i know that i havent changed at all i just feel as if im still lightheaded as if im still high