Afraid of fortune

just to note, i believe in a karmalike god. I'm afraid of winning a million dollars since that means something really bad is about to happen and if were a million i'd be terrified. Iorry if i don't do good things like when i see a littered walmart bag and pick it up that i'll lose good karma for it. Is it normal for me to be afraid like that under my circumstances?

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  • winkletoes

    Yeah but the mill would be your pay back for all the little good things you've done.. Many little good karma points = $1,000,000.00 However if you wasted the whole gift it may bring some bad karma. Koo now?

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  • EricKeller2

    FUCK YOU FOR THAT FEAR!

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  • NajoTheWolf

    whoops big comment didn't realise i did that

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  • NajoTheWolf

    secondly, i said i believe in a karmaLIKE god, i realised it's existance one day, so i don't mean under the circumstances of karma, the way i have faith is god would balance out everyone's lives in such a manner, depending on good actions, bt to a higher degree where if you don't do a little good deed a little bad happens, but good deeds keep bad events from occuring, but dedication to this idea is very strenuous, that which i do give in to human desires, but this belief gives me what i call a matrix where the more i try to want to do something bad, the more i can't find a way to do it, so i have a perplectually increasing willpower. however, one time i snapped in an ireelevant situation, and i had to overcome my own willpower, which i found myself unable to do, so all i could do is disregard the crazy voices(which to explain, i SNAPPED and went crazy, and i understand craziness now that which the voices in your head are you trying to reason with yourself, people just say they are voices to scare people) and do something to take my mind off it and watch tv or something. If something bad happens, i can always think of ONE thing i did wrong. btw by self control i mean i am not allowed to break small rules my parents make, i always go to bed on time, so that nothing really bad happens. i am a little uncomfortable because lately nothing really bad happens and things are going well, so im worried something is going to happen. Also random 2012 i realised a simple thing to say about it..."if it is inevitably going to happen, there must be a way we can control how it happens to our advantage", meaning maybe we can all flee earth in rockets or something, then nuke the earth to smithereens. yes, nuking it didn't accomplish anything, but that fufills the prediction the earth will be destroyed :)

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  • lifelessEmoFreak

    i feel like picking up an abandon bag on the ground. but i dont believe in karma. the truth is that your going to be fine if something good happens. i think that karma is for people that think too much, or think too far ahead. i think you would have less problems if you just dont believe ANYTHING. just accept what happens. you still have the right to make your own choices in life. but you dont have to believe or worry about anything as much. i dont have to worry about 2012. im just going to deal with what happens... see? no worries

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  • ihopeyoudie

    i had somoene in my last band affraid of fortune and success. broke our band up. its really just an ego problem and is at the opposite side of the spectrum than inflation. i suggest you get over it or your never going to get anywhere in life because your going to stop before you do what your trying to do. why dont you do good things becuse you care, not just to put you in "heaven" if there is no true care behind your action and the prime motivator is guilt, then the action is pointless. you can only make a difference if you feel different.

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    • NajoTheWolf

      no i mean i think it's bad luck, im not stupid enough to steer away from success I EARN.

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    • pringletot5

      The only way Karma will mean winning a million means something bad will happen to you is if you won that million by robbing or killing someone, or through crimes like that. but if you were just lucky then that does not mean something bad will happen.

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