A warranted jealousy

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In my choirs in high school, I would often witness women friends being affectionate with each other, in a friendly manner. Either two feelings would arise in me: 1), I would feel happy and secure, or 2), I would be provoked to feel extremely left out, jealous (one of the very few times I ever was/am), and angry, all at that I was not being included in it. Often times, some of these women were friends of mine. I deserve just as much friendly affection as they do. Just because my body is male does not indicate that my mind somehow is. I am androgynous mentally. If I were to label my psyche as being male or female, I'd be forced to commit suicide.

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53% Normal
Based on 36 votes (19 yes)
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  • moomoo563
    10 years ago

    im a girl and thats was rlly waried of u.and if i was apart of that girl group and saw u looking i would be pissed at u

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  • cheesey530
    12 years ago

    I was bout to say normal but tht last part made me undecided

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  • MtMarineMan
    14 years ago

    Normal. It is absolutley ok. I have that same feeling a lot. I do think like a guy but I am still sensative and have a lot of girlish thoughts. So yes absolutley normal. Just tell them and they will understand, but nicely and not accusingly, or they can get mad at you.

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