A symmetrical
When I get ready I start to take pictures of my eveybrows once I’m drawing them on, because in the mirror they look straight and symmetrical but in photos they look so different and asymmetrical, and I look at the photos to see what I need to change on my eyebrows to make the look more symmetrical I notice how it’s not jsut my eyebrows but my whole face and sometimes I think even my whole body, one side of my head doesn’t grow hair as fast one boob is definitely bigger. And I start to obsess. My main worry is that I may have body dysmorphia and not relaize it, I can remember since six grade getting stressed about what I would be able to wear to cover my “belly” cause I was “fat” looking back at pictures of me in middle school I wasn’t even fat but I never remember feeling comfortable in my body. It’s causing a great anexity for me. Idk what I’m even looking for posting this but I’ve never felt comfortable taking about it.