A guy from youtube is my idol and i'm obsessed with him. iin?
So, here is my case:
I'm a man. For several months I've been watching Youtube videos made by one guy. At first those were just a dose of humor for me, but as the things went on, he became my exemplar, my idol. I started to admire him intensively, and now he's a kind of obsession for me. I am literally addicted to his videos. I can't imagine seven days without watching his new stuff. I love his humor, I use his jokes in everyday life all the time. I'm so obsessed about his art, and I dream of meeting him and becoming his friend. Is it normal, regarding the fact that I'm not gay and that I actually love women? IIN?