"the big red button" syndrome, is it normal?
ok so i have self-diagnosed myself with a made up syndrome to make myself feel a little bit less crazy. i call it "the big red button sydrome" where if you're told "DO NOT! press this big red button or you WILL die!" and what do what you want to do more than anything in the world? that's right, press it.
basically my problem is that in some situations i get an extreme compulsion to do the absolutely wrong thing. for example, when i stand on a bridge and look over the edge, i get a very strong compulsion to jump to my death. However, i most certainly am not suicidal in any other situation. i love my life and dont want to die.
also, another situation this occurs is when i'm in a very solemn or quiet event, i get an extreme compulsion to scream something very inappropiate. i've been told briefly that this is called latent tourettes. apparently this is how full-blown tourettes begins but im not sure how creditable that information is.
anyway, is this normal?