(multiple choice) what should i do; homicidal fantasies?

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First of all I think it is important to note that I am a young man, barely an adult, and that I have not acted upon any of the fantasies which I am about to reveal.

Anyway, countless times every day, especially when I am relaxed such as when I am lying down or at the gym on a treadmill or listening to music, I have vivid fantasies during which I imagine myself chasing ordinary people I have never met with a knife and stabbing them to death. It has never felt wrong to me and I do not attempt to push these thoughts away - conversely, I embrace them.

I am unhappy that I do not have anyone to speak to about this (preferrably a female). My (boredom-driven) attempts at dropping subtle hints of who I really am has lead my extended family and my friends to believe that there is something wrong with me.

I have killed animals before and felt no remorse for them, which is something I've read is common in crazy people. Also, a couple of weeks ago I got very carried away beating my dog for the first time - it was a rush. When I imagine myself killing people, I almost make subtle motions with my right arm as I imagine the knife in my hand plunging into their flesh.

So, what should I do?

Talk to a shrink 26
Kill myself 6
Kill other people 3
Write a graphic novel 4
Buy a gun 1
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  • bananaface
    8 years ago | pl

    I think you should talk to a shrink. Animal abuse is NOT acceptable or normal behaviour. The fact that you feel no remorse, or even do it in the first place, is an incredibly worrying thing, and something you should sort out. Others shouldn't suffer because of you and your thoughts.

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  • sillygirl77
    8 years ago

    Talk to a shrink and please give away your dog to someone who will care well for it.

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  • anti-hero
    8 years ago

    Killed animals?

    Yeah, homicide yourself.

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  • LeckT
    8 years ago

    I don't have anything against people who fantasize about anything. Try not to hurt animals or humans.
    Maybe talking I a shrink can help you decrease your desire. I can't tell.
    Maybe putting a knife into dolls or something can be satisfying for you, or maybe that inspires you to act on living things... I can't tell this either.
    You might find better help on a Sadist-forum or something.

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  • selthmasta
    8 years ago

    Write a graphic novel get rid of poor dog talk to shrink

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  • andra
    8 years ago

    Fall in love

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  • NegativeGamer444
    8 years ago

    heres what you dont understand yet:everybodys mind is chaotic and weird. just because you have thoughts like that doesn't mean anything. its stupid to fantasise about animals who gives a shit

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  • Arm0se
    8 years ago

    Where's the "become vigilantly" option?

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    • Ellenna
      8 years ago

      And just what do you mean?

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      • Arm0se
        8 years ago

        If he's going to kill people it might as well be bad people \(._.)/

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        • Ellenna
          8 years ago

          Someone who tortures his own dog is hardly qualified to decide who's bad enough to justify killing.

          Do those symbols at the end mean anything? Just curious ....

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          • Arm0se
            8 years ago

            Nononononono HE doesn't decide who's bad, but he can be a tool for those who do.

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