2 months after weed bad trip still feeling bad, what to do?
Hello, so, it was the first time I smoked weed (I'm 22 years old btw), and that resulted in horrible trip, I thought I'm gonna die, I felt so paranoid, almost felt like killing myself just to end that misery. Hour later the worst part past, I got home, fall asleep and though tomorrow everything gonna be back to normal, but no, I wake up with intense anxiety, depersonalization, and intense heart pounding, I almost called 911. So the worst feels kinda got little better with time, but still 2 months later now, I'm still feel not in my body, my heart pounds so hard sometimes, and intense anxiety over nothing, I'm so afraid and sometimes almost cry, because it feels like Ill never gonna back to my old self again, I just wondering is it possible to back to normal, or I'm stuck here for the rest of my life? Thanks