"is it normal that i want a threesome?

I married a wild woman a partier someone that has had her share of men and was one of those woman that would give it up to a good looking guy in a heart beat yet she still had standers and became a successful business woman.

I too was a wild man that had my share of woman and spent many nights partying till I dropped. When my wife and I met we had a booty call and was suppose to go our separate ways. But something was different and the sex was incredible. Well lets say love bit me about as hard as it bit her and poof we’ve been married for many years now ever since...

My problem is the sex, it’s like a porn video and she’s the star of the show. She and I often and I mean often role play about another man joining us in bed and things happen from her just sucking his dick to doggy style to almost anything possible that’s not annual and she even wants to suck off four guys in one night. Wild stuff and all sexual and all with me joining to with me watching. Now mind you I am the instigator and she always goes along with it.

But after all these years I’m at the point where I always want to do it but after we’ve finished the fun that feeling goes away and I regret having the conversation and ask her to forgive me and she would always say she new it was role play talk.

Lately she’s not dismissing what we say in bed and I think she’s at the point that we’ve been doing this every night for several years it’s more then fantasy. And to tell ya the truth it is and it really bothers me that I want a threesome knowing it’s wrong and unsafe and just plain dumb.

Am I normal? Is it common that the guy instigates these things? Is it a sexual problem in need of counseling?

I know my wife would do it for me but I know she’d be just as happy not doing it. I fear my old lifestyle is still in my system and I fear I still see her as the freak she was when we met.

Yet she truly is a lady in life and a freak in the sheets that has me begging for more...

Is this normal behavior?