"is it normal that i still care"
My story is based on a five year relationship with the father of my two kids, that ended about five months ago. We were doing good and about 3yrs into the relationship we began to have problems due to money issues, me feeling stressed and depressed and a low paying job. That's was when he met his new co-worker whom he trained. Well, long story short he began having feelings for her because he told me that i was driving him away. He told me this about 3 months after we he broke up w/me. But we maintained friends cause of the kids and all but I still love him and it bothers me that he has more feeling for then me. My question is what should I do because he tells me that he still has feelings for me and he hasn't done anything w/her but we still do. That he only does things w/me cause there are still feelings there lefted for me. Right now I'm planning on moving back home and far away from him as I can. The only thing that bothers me the most is that he don't want to live far from the kids but yet he rather spend time with her then his own kids, why?