"is it normal that i am straight and did a gay thing?"

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Ever since i began puberty i would think of gay things. I am very straight, I have sex with girls, hook up with girls, and am very attracted to girls. but ever since I was younger, i always had these thoughts in the back of my mind about guys. sometimes i would watch gay porn. recently, i entered college. these thoughts strengthened and i wondered what it would be like to mess around with a guy. well tonight i went to a guys house and gave him oral. i hated every second of it and i am disgusted with the act. i am even more disgusted with myself for doing this. i can not stop regretting it and wish i could take it back. i really do not think i am gay but i need advice on what to do. i feel like i have a problem, but am i gay? i really dont think so but i can not know anymore, i need to know how to get these awful thoughts off my mind because i have experienced something today that i never want to experience in my life again.

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  • pixie_dust
    12 years ago

    you were bi-curious, but this experience made u realize that ur totally straight. don't feel guilty bcuz u were exploring you sexuality and learned something about yourself.

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  • Darkoil
    12 years ago

    Maybe try bum sex..........just to make sure.

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  • LOUi_CUDi
    12 years ago

    the title is fuken funny

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  • PapzBSlim
    11 years ago

    I am some months late on this but take no offense, what you did was very gay and I know you acknowledge it but do not ever do that again if you are not gay.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    just dont lie to yourself, its useless if you lie to yourself.
    wheather your gay or straight, or bi, its all normal

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  • Pisslan616
    12 years ago

    I suppose you had a try at it and figured out that you don't like it. I would say normal.

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  • Faceless
    12 years ago

    I dont think straight men take shots in the mouth but thats just me.

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  • pem24
    12 years ago

    At least now you have the answer. The earlier you know it, the better.

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  • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress
    12 years ago

    It depends....

    you say you hated it but if you go back for more then you're bi.

    btw did you spit or swallow?

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  • shuggy-chan
    12 years ago

    And now u know....

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  • AngAnders112
    12 years ago

    one way to know for sure is to give it a try, which you did. and that's okay. don't beat yourself up over it. lots of people experiment with the same sex.

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