"is it normal that i always care about what others think"
I don't know why I always feel concerned about what someone think or when something happens involving that person and I. I always feel worried about what the person think of me at that moment and would try to want to please the person and I hate it Cuz sometimes you wont wanna care about what someone think of you or about what have happened but in my case its just too much and I don't like that feeling Cuz that's a sign of weakness as a man and its causing a personal catastrophe between myself and my decisions which I find unhealthy and I really wish this stops.