is it normal i hate my boyfriend for this?

I love my boyfriend i really do. but there are things that i'm jealous of that he has. Like his genius mind, his wide vocabulary, his special talents in academics, yea you pretty much get the point. i feel like i'm a complete and total idiot around him. and it is actually depressing. oh and since hes ALMOST as good at reading people like i am he noticed the small amount of hate i was developing towards him. so i just thought "hell i;ll tell him" and i did. hes not really mad about it. he just got sad. and i don't want him to.' i'll feel even more hopeless and helpless around him. i just for once want to feel smart around him. i always try to excel at things but end up crashing at the end. i don't understand his talent to be honest. hes one of those guys that don't study, never pays attention, never does his homework in college and sleeps during class but yet he still has straight A's. sounds impossible right? well now you understand a little why i'm so frustrated about this. what should i do?