"is it normal for me to like long handshakes from women?"

I like when women touch my hand and one fetish of mine is a woman who shakes my hand a long time and if I try to let go she keeps holding on and squeezes tighter. I also like the idea of her giving me chance after I purchase my coffee and she grabs my finger during the transference and will not release me. Also, I like the idea of holding hands with a woman and I tell her I have to leave and she squeezes tighter and says she cannot let me go. I have indulged in long handshakes with women on certain occasions and I have liked them. If the woman wears a plaid shirt with her sleeves rolled up during the handshake, that makes for an aesthetically arousing experience, especially if the plaid shirt is also tucked in. However, she could wear a loose sweatshirt with her sleeves pushed up and if she shakes my hand a very long time, that will arouse me because of the sleeves adding depth to the touch. That is why I do not really like hugs because skin does not touch skin. I want eventually to plan a handhold afternoon with a woman who holds my hand all day and refuses to let me go. Does anyone else share this type of fantasy?