iin: to wear silky, teddy bear outfits, in secret of course..

When I find myself alone..well, me and my computer...I love looking at porn, but then I want to dress like the women on the screen. I have been straight all my life, but I find as I get
older there are experiences that I would never had allowed when I was young. Unfortunately
in my day sex was not as open as it is today. WE we're always thinking "that if I get caught"
my mother , wife or friends wouldn't understand and would leave me. Now I walk around the
house or outside dressed to kill, I feel different but comforable. Living with a secret is terrible. It becomes an obsession...I guess we do the things that make us happy on the inside, not really the right things though.