i think muscle is special stuff and little bit upset and interesting
i am not kind of the muscle guy but whenever and wherever i saw some guys got big muscle and very huge and strong i feel like little upset and think the muscle is quite strange stuff and want to have it.when i waliking on the street with my frinds randomly saw some guys with big muscles,and my friends always says that i was so concentrate with his muscle and he think i am doing this little bit more like gay. it more or less left some scar or shadow for me, even i try to go to the gym i still have a little influence on the friends judgment.