i'm feeling all the time lonely

Well letting this out to someone is good I hear. You know you have problems. Don't stress... Try solving them one at a time and relax. Take life easy as it comes and don't approach everything aggressively or apprehensively. I think a lot of teens feel similarly but if you keep yourself occupied with work, a hobby, prayer then you won't give lease to negative thoughts and idle wonderings.

One more crazy bitch... Great. Lol jk. You will realize as you get older there is very little in this world worth screaming about. You can clench your fists till your palms bleed, but ultimately, you have no control over anything but your own actions. I used to be angry ALL the time. Very disillusioned on everything. People being selfish parasites mostly. Then I slowly came to accept that there are so many things in this world that I have absolutely no control over and worrying about them isn't doing me or anyone else any favors.

Get a boyfriend.

Maybe people avoid you because you speak like yoda?

This is what its like to be a teenager sister cat. Why are you pushing people out of your life and acting like a "hormonal bitch". Did something traumatic happen to you that you have to push people away from you? If you need to talk about it go ahead on. If not then there's not much I can help you with its your choice to be social or not. You're obviously sad about your life at the moment I mean you seem like another moody teenager whose trying to find their inner self. But acting out all abnormally is not going to cut it.