i left jc penny heart broken
Today I went to JC Penny in search for some cloths the would match the attire I need to wear a work. I was on my way to the shoes when, there, I saw beauty standing about 5 foot 5 wearing a red shirt and perfect black hair. I did not speak to him, for I knew not what to say and I feared interupting him as he was doing his job cleaning the display beds. But from a distance I looked at him in smiled, and for the first time in my life I experienced love at first sight.
A few minutes had passed and as I shopped in the shoes, I still could not shake the need to see him again, and I feared that he would soon leave cleaning the beds and move on to something else wear I wouldn't see him again. I left the shoe department hoping I'd see him by the beds but I became quite distraught when I saw wasn't there. I continued on my way assuming my angel had left, but as I did so, there he was having not gone far but just cleaning the floor. I did not want stand and watch him, for I did want to startle him and make him think I was stalking him, so I glanced from afar.
It has been over an hour since I left JC Penny, and since then I've been feeling quite gloomy. I left, having never said a word to him and knowing I may never see him again.
Is it normal that I feel heart broken leaving a sudden crush at JC Penny without a word to say?