...to feel ugly if i stand next to asian girls with my boyfriend
I am with an asian boy now for one month not long, but we really love each other. Yes I am a white girl maybe strange for some but also for some other girls a hope that also asian boys are intrested in caucasian girls
But the point of my question is.. If I am on the way with my boyfriend we meet a lot asian girls and everytime we meet them, only looking, I wanna dissapear. I always feel ugly fat and so on. I am chubby yes.. maybe not really chubby but not 90-60-90 xD
I always was self confident and never had problems with boys.. but until I am with him my self confidence disseapered like a soap bubble. Also he looks perfect, he is always styled perfect, and then the lil ugly girl come. haha always feel like shit.
But all in all don´t think he didn´t realized. sometimes I said ( for example his mother said that he has so much unluck that he didn´t get a asian girlfriend) " oh hm I understand, also asian girls are much more beautiful" and he always say no.. you are more.. but haha always so cute but...
is it normal that I always feel so shitty when an asian beautiful girl stand next to us. Nothing gainst asian girls I can be really jealous because they are so gorgeous ^_^ wish I would be one, so his mother would accept me haha xD
pls help meee
and sorry for the horrible english but I am germanxD
bye byee
your Neko-chan