420 question: have you ever got high,hated it, and quit forever?
I got high for the first time in about 18 years last night, 2 small to medium sized hits of good bud off a pipe with an air hole. The first 5 minutes I didn't feel much and I though that it might not effect me as much as it used to...then very very soon I was very very high...I left my housemate in the TV room and went into my bedroom..I jacked off, mostly I because I was going nuts and I didn't know what to do with myself, so I did something familiar lol...I came quick, but I was so high from 420, I barely even felt the orgasm...then after much fiddling and fumbling around trying to figure out how to work my stereo, that in the past I use all of the time, probably 3 times a day for the past 3 years!!! lol!!!...can you spell L-i-v-i-n-g N-i-g-h-t-m-a-r-e...I finally got music to play and went to bed hoping to sleep it off.. then my mind started racing around remembering all kinds of stuff and making all kinds of random (but mostly extremely dark, negative & bad) connections between things, I'd experience the scary connection in one moment, then completely forget everything the next moment...My mind was racing around completely out of control, I didn't freak out too bad because it was exactly the same as what I used to experience back in the 90's, but unfortunately it had been so long for me that I forgot just how bad it could be...and was curious to try some weed...it was psychological torture, and will never ever smoke it again in my lifetime...it was 95% all bad, very occasionally the music I was listening to, would sound very cool, and once in a great while I'd have a cool observation, but it was mostly ALL BAD!! I way way way way way prefer being sober or drinking beer, 420 is not my thing...
yes | 12 | |
no | 8 |