...like a movie
So I feel my life is like a movie. Let me explain:
I haven't had a terrible life. I haven't had an amazing life, well one that I WANT, but I feel as if it is going to come together in the end. That all I am doing now, like fate (fate bothers me), has a purpose and that I will have the life that I am yearning for. I have no girlfriend and barely any friends since I moved to Florida. I once saw a girl, whom I thought was so wondrously beautiful. I actually saw her twice in one week. Never saw her again. I can not stop thinking about her (5 months later). Will I get the girl I dream of in the end? Will she want to go with me on my search? Will I find the place I feel I was meant to be (where that is, I do not know yet)? Is my life really like a movie? Is it normal to wonder like this?