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iam a 18 year old senior in highschool. i've seen 4 escorts and i just cant get enough. i dont know why i get exited paying for sex but i feel like it's a better time than picking one up in a club or from school. is this normal? or am i just sick.
in a way, it makes sense.
First of all, those escorts are going to have a lot of experience. They know what they are doing, they won't be clumsy, insecure or awkward about how they look or what they do.
Secondly, by paying for it, you pay for YOUR joy. Her having fun may be a bonus, and mostly, they will "play" along and give you the impression that you are a great lover...but all that is secondary. You paid for it, and it's your right to fully focus on YOUR joy.
You want her to go on top? Yeah, doesn't matter if she likes that, you're a paying customer. You want to fondle her breasts in a way that is more painful than enjoyable? Ya, there you go.
To cut this short:
Yeah, it makes sense you greatly enjoy seeing escorts... but naturally you are lacking a sense of bonding and closeness that require a relationship to be etablished. Of course, thats not why you're there, i'm just saying it's only ONE aspect of what sexuality is that you are enjoying there...and a potentially expensive hobby, too.