What is depression
I really dont know what depression really is. But i once was a happy and jolly kid and I feared killing my own self. But nowadays, ideas of me wishing to die in an accident or in sleep is like a prayer now. My family is happy and I love them and I only live for them. Maybe if not for them, I no longer fear suicide. I have a boyfriend, he's good with me too. I had a dream in life but I am trying to reach other goal in life which i dont know if i would be satisfied (reaching my dream seems impossible you see). Im only 23 years old.
I have read depression is like something you cant control and without any much reason. Is it normal i am thinking this way or I have emotional and psychological problem?