What exactly am i describing here? does anyone else do this?
I often find myself feeling a certain way. I don't know exactly how to describe it, but I just feel so deep in thought, but not like day dreaming, like a venture into an unknown plain of thought. It's like I'm on a new train of thought.
That train of thought being about things I can't picture *anyone* else even considering.
It's thoughts that I can barely describe. It's like I'm out of my oit being. Not dissociation, something different. I *just* *can't* describe these thoughts. They typically have to do with what the world is *really* about, and how all of these people concern themselves with made-up matters just to console themselves from the thought of death. Matters like: Who will be the next president, I want to move to another place, I want a boy/girlfriend, I want to get married, I want to loose weight, I wan to gain weight, what is considered normal? Etc, etc.
My point is that none of of that /really/ matters. Even if it's so serious, it's all just to keep us from the thought of what scares us.
These are my thoughts. Does anyone else have these? I could barely describe what this is like and what I think of, but it's difficult, and I have only scratched the surface.
I do this & this is normal | 4 | |
I do this & this is not normal | 2 | |
I don't do this & this is normal | 1 | |
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