Was it bullying?
When i was younger, at the age of 13/14/15 i had a best friend with whom i spent most of my time with. We had kind of an argument at some point and we just broke off and went our separate ways.
It just curious to me now to think about it, bc even if i don't actually think she was a bully to me or something, she did had some behaviors that were a bit concerning.
We will always have to do whatever she wanted, whenever she wanted it, and since i was very compliant, she took a liking in me, and wanted us both to hang out alone, without our other friends. I remember her saying that our bond was more special.
However i also remember her being rude towards me and insulting me out of the blue in a 'joking manner'. She would say awful shit to me with a smile on her face so even if i felt hurt i couldn't complain bc she wasn't being serious.
I remember her also hitting me 'jokingly' on the head and calling me names. It was supposed to be a joke but honestly, it hurt too, i got teary eyed cause she didn't hold back when hitting me.
Idk it's just weird to think about it.
What do yall think about it?