Things feel weird
Weird things are happening in my head and around me. I want to say what's happening but I can't find any words to explain it. The world is just off. Everything looks different, wrong but I don't know how. Things don't look real. I keep being told there's something in my head and I'm going to die in my sleep. Everything sounds really far away but loud at the same time. Like being in a busy train station all the time.
I've tried writing things down but I can't express or explain anything. Every time I talk to professionals I can't say anything. Voices tell me to stop talking but even if I ignore them I can't find words. I don't know what is happening to me and can't explain it.