Sometimes, if i am aware i'm sleeping i struggle to wake myself up
Sometimes when I dream, I am aware of everything that is happening, at times I am able to control my dreams, on other occasions I am not. For example, I once dreamt that I was being assaulted by a demon that turned into an attempt of demonic possession.
In my dream, I kept telling myself that I need to wake up as for some reason, I knew that I was dreaming. It has caused me to fear sleeping at night because once I do go to sleep, the lucid dreaming I have, eventually turns into something I cannot control.
Has anyone else had this?