Sometimes feel a little dead inside?

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I would say I'm a happy person but sometimes lately, I feel as if I won't fall in love, I just can't imagine being that into someone. I feel a little dead inside when I think of girls? I used to fall in love pretty hard, but ive forgotten what it feels like and I just can't imagine feeling care free ever again. Maybe I will one day but I feel aa if I've lost my innocence or something, maybe because of being locked up for so long I just feel dead inside a lot nowadays, I'm just wondering will I always feel this way? I beat depression before I was on the up swing when covid hit, I was extremely happy and gaining confidence every day. Since being locked up my sense of sanity and self have eroded see significantly I just feel so numb and strange..

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  • MissileExpert
    3 years ago

    I have felt dead inside since childhood. Yet, I have no trouble staying motivated. Google up 'childhood emotional neglect'. It may give you some insights.

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  • Whatintarnation
    3 years ago

    I would guess the pandemic has made a lot of us feel a little helpless or perhaps a loss of innocence. I've been looking at this time as a break and a chance to determine what and who I actually value in my life. I started working out at the beginning of this shit and went from a little chunky to seeing the veins in my arms. Which is very strange. Keep your head up. You're awesome I'm sure. Good luck.

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  • Grunewald
    3 years ago

    I feel you.

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    • RoseIsabella
      3 years ago

      Me too.

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      • Grunewald
        3 years ago

        When it's just a deadness about romantic matters, I'm cool with it. It's quite freeing not to have to fall in infatuation. It's the generalised deadness that gets to me.

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        • RoseIsabella
          3 years ago

          I'm in no rush to fall in love with anyone. I honestly don't even care for the language, "fall in love", I think I'd rather fall asleep. I'm not interested in doing anything that suggests that I'm not in control of my person.

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  • Holzman_67
    3 years ago

    A little!

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  • my_life_my_way
    3 years ago

    There’s someone out there for everyone, don’t give up hope. I can’t imagine ever being in a real relationship or finding what I imagine is the perfect guy for me.

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  • Sanara
    3 years ago

    I don't think I feel as bad as you, but i also lost interest/feelings regarding romance that I once had, like its just not there anymore. Not that big of a deal to me personally. I hope you find a way to feel better and if your life was improving before lock down it most likely will improve after too.

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