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I feel like over the days and weeks that masturbation doesn't feel pleasurable in anyway and dating can be quite of a real challenge for me due to Aspergers Syndrome, and low tolerance to frustration of rejection, and I thought to myself if it's safer to just try MDMA (molly) and see how it feels, maybe i'll get over the feeling of existential crisis, and meaninglessness, and overall boredom of not having senses stimulated enough to feel content, and serene.
as someone who takes drugs i'd have to say no purely because of the reason you're taking them. you'll take the molly, you'll feel fucking amazing for a while, then you'll come down and the first thought you have will be 'i wanna get high again'. you'll be less motivated to improve your current situation (especially the social life stuff) because if you want to have fun you'll just pop a molly. drugs are something to take when you're already feeling content in life, if you take them when you're feeling bad then you're on the fast track to dependence.
also molly is more of a social, party drug. i'd take something else if you're gonna be solo. but if you're gonna ignore all of this and do it anyway for the love of god buy a test kit and don't take more than 100mg for your first dose (unless you're pretty heavy, then go to 150mg)
Try MDMA with good friends you trust.
MDMA will bring you feelings of warmth and empathy. It stimulates your senses. The sky will look beautiful and bigger and the world will feel like a friend. I can't stress enough to you though, only friends you trust. I'd recommend it to anyone but don't use it often. It's a life changing experience.