Self destruction
Is it normal at a young age to be at a point in your life where you've fucked up so much and you've done so many things you never should've done that almost every single day is full of constant attempts to destroy your self esteem and confidence almost on impulse? The last year has been nothing but me beating myself senseless over things I cannot change about myself. My looks, my past, my way of thinking... It just gets so tiresome. To the point where I can't even get out of bed