Really don't want to sleep tonight

I might not sleep tonight at least on Thursdays Sunday's or Tuesday's anymore. I'm feeling really on edge right now and feel like I'm being watched. Is it bad to only sleep four days and not sleep during three? I won't make it a habit only when I feel like I'm being watched I might even get a night job just so I'll have a reason to be up.

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  • IrishPotato

    Sleep every day.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      I have to wake up at some point.

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      • IrishPotato

        Not really.

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        • TheBlindInquisitor

          Wouldn't he body force itself to wake up like it would force itself to sleep the only way one stays out for good is if they are in a coma.

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  • MasterChives

    Sounds likes you are guilty of something.

    I am suspicious.

    What did you do with the body?

    Chives offers premium rates on disposal.

    Want to know my secret to not getting caught?

    Lets just say don't ever buy Chives Brand Family HotdogsĀ®

    Just an FYI

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      Oh no your on to me and I would have gotten away for it to if it wasn't for you and the pesky Internet.

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  • TheBlindInquisitor

    I have come to that conclusion as well and will do that as soon as possible.

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  • cinderfloof

    Do you mind calling a suicide hotline or contacting an emergency therapist? My brother has schizophrenia, and he sometimes sends me messages like this. I just want to make sure you're taken care of.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      Thanks for the concern but no I'm not suicidal. It's just the nightmare is very taxing. But I will do therapy.

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  • sissycakes

    What do you mean you feel like you are being watched? I mean that sounds scary. I have felt the same feeling. Turns out it is almost nothing to worry about. or maybe it is not. I feel like if you turn the lights on it will be better and maybe watch tv or get on the internet. That is what I do.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      To make it simple I have had nightmares of torture for the last couple of years by my former childhood imagery friend she didn't speak while doing this until awhile ago saying that she is always watching and that she will never stop. Even when the lights are on it still feels like it and this started not that long ago before it was just nightmares now it's this. You are right it is nothing to worry about and I'm planning on getting some therapy very soon.

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      • sissycakes

        It is a big deal, but for me I actually know it can be fixed. Hard to feel that way now. Just what I know. Love someone who knows.

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  • snails

    See a therapist or doctor. It sounds like you've got intense anxiety.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      Will do.

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

    ive stayed up plentya nights without sleepin due to occupational or travel or stress related situations

    and no chemical help aside from cawfee

    i usually nods a bit between 6 and 7 am but wake back up at 8 and feels like shit and grumpy and not much use all day

    fuck insomnia and fuck long distance airplane travel

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  • RoseIsabella

    What makes you think you're being watched? I'm curious.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      Lisa.

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      • RoseIsabella

        Who is Lisa?

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        • TheBlindInquisitor

          The red head woman who tortures me in my nightmares.

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          • RoseIsabella

            She's not real, dearie.

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            • nikkiclaire

              She may be a succubus

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            • TheBlindInquisitor

              I'm aware of that but it's hard to explain ever since she spoke to me I have been getting these werid chills. I'm thinking of getting some therapy I had a long walk last night and was thinking that be the best thing.

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  • paramore93

    The people watching me take Thursdays off, you're probably safe to sleep.

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    • TheBlindInquisitor

      I don't mean people I have spoke about it before it dosent happen all the time. I know I'm being paranoid but it's just this werid creeping feeling that won't go away.

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      • paramore93

        Yeah I understand. What is watching you? When I'm being watched I tell them to fuck off and put my earphones in. Whether you're being watched or not, music is a good distraction.

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        • TheBlindInquisitor

          It's what I'm doing now lessoning to music that is what is watching me isn't real but it bothers me when I'm asleep and it goes by the name Lisa.

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          • paramore93

            Things like that get worse when you don't sleep so I'd tell lucy to find something better to do and get some sleep :)

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            • TheBlindInquisitor

              I just got back in gong to sleep now.

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