I question what my purpose is and it feels like everyone else running through the daily motions are just robots. I don't know what I need to feel fulfilled and I think this disconnect could be part of my spiritual awakening but I feel so lost and question the bigger picture. Its like what is even real anymore? It feels like I can't be successful in the world because I don't want the same life that it seems everyone is chasing. I am a freshman in college and it feels so wrong. I need some spiritual guidance. Should I go see a psychic?