People who stigmatize the mentally ill
It seems like everywhere I go people make fun of mental illness. Someone everywhere i go always hates me. I told someone I trusted a while ago about my illnesses, and now they wont even talk to me. Sorry if i sound like im bitching, but im just so tired of people doing this.
I have aspergers, PTSD, ADD, depression and possible Borderline Personality Disorder, and im not proud of it. Ive been called stupid, narcassistic, pessimistic, and its true. I know im a fuck up. I know i dont deserve to be here. I know im weak. I already fucking know i should just kill myself! So why cant people just shut up?
I would change in a heartbeat if i could, but everything ive tried has failed. I'm suffering and I just want to die. So why wont they kill me?? I they fucking hate me so much, why not just fucking kill me?!?!!
I'm sorry if I sound rude and sorry for swearing. I just needed to rant to someone.