On thursday i went to see my therapist.

and then I explained to her I couldn't stop laughing at people's death, she asked me if I find death funny, I said no even though I laughed. I also explained to her that I thought dead people deserved to die but she also explained that it usually depends what type of people deserved to die. She swiftly went on to explain that shouldn't really be bothered what people think because I thought people could think that I was a sociopath or a psychopath or someone who is mentally ill just because i thought death was a joke, my therapist went on to say just because I go on this website to talk about my problems does not mean it could help much, but then I told my therapist that isitnormal.com somewhat helpful. Then told me that I shouldn't listen to someone who thinks I lack ethics, not everyone is perfect.

Apart from this she assumed that I was worried about how I feel, after she asked what kind of people I asked for help, I replied with my family and my friends.

At that point we left the conversation.