My writing is a lot of hard, tiring work
In reality I spend the rest of the nights every night hand-writing mostly the truth for the sake of presenting to the world my world, what I think, my philosophy, and the ways I think things should be; any interruption of this routine and I'll break into fits of rage or even cry.
I'm like an obsessive compulsive person and I think that's my real disability, not Asperger's, and 99% my writing has to be truthful, specific and accurate, on such things as hectic living, connoisseurship, but mainly the insufferable realities of life. My writing's very complicated because people won't let me do anything in a simple or easy way. Given this note it's a lot of hard, tiring work, and much more so than and not lazy like but busier and a lot harder than people think.