My ex called me after not talking for a year
so me and my first love dated for 8 months. he broke up with me september of 2013, and ever since i’ve talked to him three times. 1) when he called me drunk saying he missed me 2) when he used me to hookup bc he was in a bad place and 3) when he picked me up when i was rly high and couldn’t drive. but we don’t talk at all. i’m still blocked. and twice he’s apologized for being a dick and TODAY he called me saying my sister called him a bunch so he wanted to make sure i was okay? but after that he apologized again and asked me how i was and stuff. what does this mean?? he said he doesn’t want to be friends cuz it’s too weird but i don’t know what to think of it :( i’m sad bc i still love him.