Is this mental state normal?

I'm kind of worried about it tbh. I get really bad mood swings, and I can't control them or how I behave while I'm experiencing them (I break stuff, cry, self-harm, act hyper, ect.) but they're usually over quite quickly (a couple of hours). I also hate people I usually love? Like, I'll sometimes be with any of my close friends or family and I'll suddenly feel like I hate them and I get disgusted whenever I look at them and I just need them away from me (but I really don't want them to leave. Makes sense, right? I'm quite afraid of being alone). Again, it doesn't last long but I feel so guilty about it? I get myself into trouble by acting on my impulses and disregarding, or not even remembering, the consequences. I also change a lot - like, who I am seems to change - so frequently that I don't really know who or what I am.

Thanks!

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  • Seek help please. You are experiencing some imbalance in your brain.

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  • Nickvey

    90 percent of men in prison for violence have low blood sugar issues where they feel rage during a low blood sugar crisis. Its a survival mechanism left over from a time when getting food meant survival. the result is temporary insanity. our society punishes people for being human. Now that you know this its possible to self treat the condition , you won't find help from psychologists , doctors , or any sympathy in the court system. I'm like dr.jekyll and Mr hyde always have an antidote handy , break glass in case of emergency thing , can be a glass of orange juice between a life sentence and marriage proposal . nonetheless you are on your own.

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  • paramore93

    It sounds like you have textbook borderline personality disorder check it out on google :) it is manageable and there are many therapies/meds that could help :)

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  • Ellenna

    Get yourself some professional help: this is not normal and doesn't need to continue because it will probably become more and more extreme. Feeling guilty about your behavior is pointless unless it motivates you to do something about it.

    Just a thought: what drugs do you use, if any?

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