Is it really normal to take the blue pill?
The red pill (discovering the truth) burns like acid, the blue pill (illusion) is softer and with it you believe whatever you want to believe but you'll never know the truth. I took the blue pill, I want fantasy in my life, like Buddhism. Nietzsche said "without illusion there would be no meaning in life". I root for the meaning. I want to live in a bubble (metaphorically) and feel safe, I want the bullshit, but also the truth. I want to be living in a dream (so far it's going great, I have better relationships with the workers of the facility I live in, and no one seems to be hurting me). But I don't want to live in such a fantasy as to be a fake person, not taking action, just contemplated and mistaking it for doing those things, I don't want that, a partial truth goes a long way. Is this normal?