Is it normal to think about suicide?
I think about suicide everyday. I’m going to work tomorrow, so it’s not like I’m thinking of walking over to a cliff and jumping off right now. But I often think about my death, and how relieving it seems to me..like an escape from the constant stress. I can almost feel my shoulders become less tense at the thought of my death. Despite this, I do have a fear of death at the same time.
I don’t have much interests. Other than finding someone or something in life that will make it worth living again.
Everything has become boring to me, even love. I could be single or married and be just as discontent/bored. I have a void that nothing can fill. Is it normal?