Is it normal to spend months or years searching for the right religion?

As an experiment with different religions they must all have this in common: 1. they must be non-violent, 2. they must not change my natural disposition, 3. they must be intelligent, 4. they must make you think or be philosophical. I tried following Thor, Mu'tazila and Noahidism, but anything Jewish doesn't work for me, then I developed belief in Angelici, Mu'tazila, hoodoo, and Thor, one time I tried Ravidassia. I'm now moving to Luciferianism, and believing in Micronesian mythology, hoodoo, Angelici, Mu'tazila and Buddhism, God forbid the welcoming of Jesus in my life. And a screaming radio isn't because of a demon, when I go out there's no demon, just the friendly Australians who want to copy my posh style. I believe that any religion jealous of other religions is false, maybe Thor is an honest way to pray (instead of Luciferianism). Christianity is about as much fun as any Christian organisation that tells you you've done the wrong thing because you follow a different code. It's taken months to search for a religion that's right for me. By being a Mu'tazilite I'm prevented from being attacked by Muslims. Religions should be of primitive origin and be primitive mumbo jumbo otherwise it's heresy. The Christians see the Angelici view that angels created this world as false. It can't all be demon-based, if it repudiates Satan it repudiates Satan, it doesn't worship Him. Christians think this is evil, with a demon inside me, but only a fool fully believes without critical thinking. My religions take a lot of thought. I believe in 6 religions, that is, of course, if I can give up luxury, but I bend the rules a little: I smoke, I drink, and some of the clothes I wear are expensive. I find detachment to be evil, resisting my desires upsets me and gives me a weird sickness, as a Tibetan Buddhist I do whatever I want: pleasure mingled with it, the only way to be happy is to fulfil your desires, Tibetan Buddhism isn't refraining from desires like the original Buddhism, so I can get away with it. If I desire another scarf I have to put it on, otherwise I'll be upset with a sacrifice. Tibetan Buddhists have desires, I don't care if you confuse it with its parent spirituality, it's not the same thing. So, I think these beliefs are right for me, is any of this normal?

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  • There is no perfect religion. If you accept any religion, you will have to accept a bit of imperfection with it.

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    • True, but Christian Science is false, without my medicine I got sick. And Christianity in general is lies, think about it, repenting of sins. Why do I need to repent/take back what I've done and be good for another man's sake? And why am I being convicted of a thought crime that Lucifer is good and isn't the devil? So I have Satan in me and will go to hell for thinking that? I don't think so. Why does another religion carry a demon in it and suddenly Jesus is good? It's false! There's no demon in my beliefs, unlike Christianity I don't believe in Satan. What I don't get is why a loving God would create Satan just to punish us. Christianity is a terrible religion. It's not so much a question of perfection, it's a question of pushing the boundaries of what religion is acceptable.

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      • Well stated, my friend. Christianity as well as Islam aren't even close to anything good. Both religions are popular because their stories are time tested ways to effectively recruit followers.

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  • It's way more normal than to just believe in whatever you happened to be born into without any questioning of it whatsoever.

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  • All religions are bullshit.

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    • Through my careful observation of religion, some of the magic involved is real, it's the ultimate reality and some people don't believe in ultimate realities. I took the blue pill so I can believe whatever I want to believe. Take a lesson from Friedrich Nietzsche: he said without the illusion life would have no meaning. I don't think it's an illusion, get chest pain from reading the Bible and when it hurts for a demon to fly out when you truly disbelieve then tell me what you believe. It's using magic, if you ask God to eliminate the chest pain he makes it even worse, that's how much God hates you, it's real, I even saw Satan in my mum's corridor in her house, she thinks it's demon-free but I beg to differ.

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  • Well that sounds like a great way to waste a lot of your time. There are millions of people who all believe that their religion is the only "right" one.

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  • It's normal to search for right faith for months, years even whole life. But your case is nowhere near normal

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  • Religion is not a necessity for living a life.
    you named random religions some of which I haven't even heard of THOR is that a religion in asguard

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  • Why do you need a religion? Lots of people manage just fine without one.

    Searching for a perfect religion for years makes about as much sense as searching for a perfect person to spend your life with, since neither exists.

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    • For one thing, Christianity is stupid, for another, my "need" for religion is for purposes beyond your understanding, it's all profound and a blessing. I'm waiting for the day people respect my religion, not by being silent about it but by treating me like a good person and not some scary holy man.

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  • It's normal to spend time searching

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