Is it normal to somehow still write like a toddler no matter what you try?
I think that graphology is pseudoscience.
Also, my writing is somewhat artsy, BIG.
And never repeats itself. It goes up and down. I use always the same letters but they always are biggerr in some parts, smaller in odders, longer or narrower.
I write sllloooow. And I can't learn from my notes.