Is it normal to seriously consider believing in the cthulhu mythos?
I feel drawn to it and like I feel I kind of halfway believe in the creatures I have learned about so far like Cthulhu and Azathoth among others. Still in the process of learning. I have had a few dreams of Cthulhu awakening, which kind of started that interest. I also listened to music of it for a long time and gradually started giving more thought to it. During the last few month of 2020 I even believed Cthulhu would awaken up by the end of the year, the world has been kind of doomsday-like lately and almost everyone is feeling that way.