Is it normal to not have any friends?
I mean, no friends whatsoever. No one to talk to. I'm not even socially awkward, i never say the wrong thing and im never shy, or get stage fright or any of that, but no one wants to talk to me. whenever someone actually talks to me i feel like people actually care and i can actually be friends with them but nope, then they turn away as soon as i say something then they just ignore me. is it my fault for doing something supposedly wrong or am i just too ugly to talk to? or is it just everyone elses fault for not giving me a chance? it just really feels like everyone hates me, especially how they have to go out of their way to avoid me as if i got the lurgies.
and when i had to perform in a concert at school ages ago, no one clapped even though the teacher said i was the best piano student and i felt mortified :( its because no one likes me or wants to even admit that they think im a good person or whatever, isnt it
ik that was a long one but hey you need context right ;o