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when i was younger, there were times when my father molested me. i then eventually reported him and he doesn't live with me anymore, but lately i had these fantasies of him touching me inappropiatley and raping me and i would masturbate to it, and i feel like some sort of freak and i know i need help. it it a normal way of coping to incest?
if he was your only experience then you've probably learned to associate sexual desire with him.
its perfectly normal i am in the same boat as you,meaning my uncle did it to me when i was around 3 but i like it.you should talk to your dad and tell him whats on your mind,,,be real with your self and him
look u dnt need stupid counsiling u were melasted by ur dad and now ur fantasiesing abot it its freakin normal after having sex with someone u fanasise abot them just try to find someone else to masturbate to u dnt need a counselor.
Seems you have come to terms with the molestation, if the thoughts bring you pleasure while masturbating, then I dont see a problem.
maybe that was better then be held down in a bathroom at school while others took turn on mine
Provided that you were molested anything is normal and you should just focus on "happy" rather than "right and wrong"
Only thing u can do now is masturbate to it and dream about it that's it because I'm pretty sure u won't ever get that chance again ever.
Ur dad will not like u like that any more he will fear u will report it again and the only thing u can do is just think about it now o well
Yes, you need to come to terms with this and counselling would help you immensely. You need to be able to purge out all the feelings and talking will help with that. I wish you the best luck. :)
You can:
1.) go see a psychologist
2.) read one of the other hundred stories about incest