Is it normal to have thoughts like i do
my wife had affair 25 years ago we hd one son .and she left me i was very hurt.but year later i met a girl whom i got very close to but for some reason i hid her away from my son and my ex . when i look back i was in love with this girl but was afraid to hurt my son and for some reason my ex . why i dont know . then i did something stupit . my mother died and i slept with my ex few times . i then made her pregnant .the girl found out and we drifted apart and i got back with ex .but im going to be honest i think of that girl everyday the pain n hurt i caused when all she did was love me but also i now realise i was in love with her and for some reason wouldnt accept it or show the world .