Is it normal to have this kind of thought pattern regarding marijuana?

I'm not entirely sure what i think or what i really want and i have frequent thoughts getting back to smoking marijuana despite getting not necessarily pleasant or even scary highs with potent skunk variety strains especially, and everytime i have a bad experience i question myself every second of the high "Why would i of have smoked such a thing?" and when it's over i rationalize to smoke again "Maybe it wasn't as bad as i thought it was, and it may be better next time" despite getting flash backs for brief duration of time with pounding heart when i'm reminded of terrible dysphoric and hallucinogenic, depersonalized experiences. Except when i smoked actual weed for first time aged 18 and had a good experience except that it was trippy as well. Though i smoke no longer at all and sort of getting over denial but thoughts are still there.

Is It Normal?
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  • Dude, when I was like 14 I started smoking weed. I got bare paranoid and didn't like it, but I kept smoking it for ages. Stupid right? Sounds like what you're doing tbh.

    I smoke it nowadays and now I'm alright with it tbf, but if the negative effects outway the positive then it's time to kick the habit.

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    • THC is the make you feel high af chemical, compound does the opposite, and makes THC softer on you and significantly more euphoric with less adverse and unpleasant effects.

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    • Smoke the wrong strain, with too low levels of CBD, different terpenes, you're going to get an absolute awful bad trip you'd want to stay away from weed and substances in general forever, and CBD here is the most important of all to consider it's important effects on modulating THC.

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    • Probably coincidentally getting every strain or resin with the right terpenes and amount of cannabidiol (anti-paranoia, hallucination) compound that makes THC more bearable and fun.

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  • Idk man but weed smokers are some of the most obnoxious people out there who makes weed their entire personality and suggests it as a solution to all peoples problems all the time. Its not worth smoking it and becoming that cringy tbh.

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    • This is so true. The people I knew were hypocrites who acted like weed could solve all problems meanwhile they all got lazy as fuck off of it. XD

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  • Honestly you're better off without the stuff.

    I don't think weed is dangerous but I've never met a weed smoker in real life who was productive. It would relax their stress so much that they just didn't want to do anything useful like hold a job or actually be there for friends and family when they needed them.

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    • I'm horrified by an idea of unproductivity and it happens to me due to my cognitive limitations and the need to achieve certain things which I can't due to obstacles. it just makes me depressed.

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