Is it normal to have fantasies about my female best friend?
I will justify that I have literally only just come out as trans. Therefore, I still have long hair, bras, feminine features and are known by the world as female.
I have had feelings for my female best friend for two years (she doesn't know), and this would - in other peoples eyes - be seen as a girl crushing on a girl.
Anyway, my point is that I love her so much, and I have fantasies about her (yes, sexual ones). I feel guilty for it all the time so I want to know if this is actually normal or not?