Is it normal to have a neurological disorder that
Messes with your brain and your ability to be yourself and your best friend is aware that when you start behaving differently it's the literal disorder but they don't believe it or care even though you warned them about it and made them well aware of how it affects you?
And now they're giving me the silent treatment and before they did they were saying I can snap out of it when they know that's not how it works
Basically I'm calm and reserved but my brain isn't stable sometimes it creates a change in my personality. I haven't started the right medication yet to stabilize it but I'm actively looking for it and they also know that but now no communication again and they said I'm a bad person even though we were having a really good day and minutes before we were laughing then my brain changed and they won't forgive me