Is it normal to hate spending time or even just being around family
I hate being around my family. I can’t stand it. I mean I have anxiety and depression but no one in my family knows I’ve been tested for it too. They have done things but it was in the past. I have wanted to run away from home so many times, but I could never leave my baby sister. I don’t have the same religious believe as my family does, they don’t accept that. I hate being in this house I don’t feel safe and I don’t like it. But I want to like spending time with my family I just don’t know why or how I can. I’ve told my self I’ve forgevin them for everything they’ve done but, it seems like they still do it and it’s like deep down I haven’t yet. And Idk what the freak I should do. Talking to them does nothing and it’s 3 years till I can leave without them calling the cops on me or it being called run away. And Idk if I can do it for that long.. please help!