Is it normal to fear the thought of a heart attack?
I'm young. Only 19 next month. I'm not fat, in fact I'm actually underweight, and attempting to gain weight. My BMI is under 19. For some reason, despite my weight, I have this paranoid fear that all the fatty foods I ever DO eat are going straight to my arteries rather than around my flesh and making me appear fatter. Although this isn't spurred often, I sometimes randomly feel very scared that I am going to have a heart attack and no one will be around to help me. It's rare, but when it happens I get very paranoid, and even if something totally normal happens such as getting a pain in my arm for whatever reason, I think it might be the sign of a heart attack. Why does this thought of dying this way scare me so much so young? Is this normal?